The only mutant in American comics, Gwen came to my house late at night
Chapter 115
The wind at night is very cool, especially on the bridge, the wind is strong, and it is easy to get sick and catch a cold after blowing for a long time.
But Wanda didn’t think about these issues at this time.
She wore a thin jacket and a pair of tight blue jeans that perfectly outlined the lines of her legs.
Sitting on the edge of the arch of the bridge, her body slowly swayed back and forth when the wind blew, looking like she might be blown under the bridge at any time.
“Maybe I shouldn’t have joined the Avengers at all.”
“For someone like me who doesn’t even know how to control his own power, becoming a superhero will only bring more pain.”
Wanda muttered to herself, at this moment she was desperate, and the emotion of self-blame made her go through all the sad experiences that had happened in the past in her brain.
It made her even more miserable.
The whole person even bent over and hugged his head, sobbing one by one, buried in his face in his arms, tears dripping under the bridge, and being crushed by a speeding car!
At this moment –
“If you’re sad, it’s best not to be alone, as that will only make you remember more painful experiences.”
“That’s my experience.”
A voice suddenly came from behind Wanda.
She looked back in surprise.
I found that there was an extra person standing there behind him, I don’t know when.
“Excuse me, you are?”
Wanda’s eyes were red, and tears remained on her face.
She subconsciously asked, and then her eyes quickly darkened.
“I, ah, am a passer-by, and accidentally saw a little princess crying silently here alone, so I can’t bear to come and take a look.”
Roddy looked at Wanda, then walked over and sat down next to her.
“Be careful!”
Wanda kindly reminded him.
She herself is not afraid, that is because she can actually fly, even if she really falls, it doesn’t matter.
But if Roddy falls, Wanda doesn’t know what to do.
Originally, she could have protected Roddy with her own power, but Wanda is now full of doubts about her own strength.
She was afraid that she would accidentally hurt someone else.
This fear made her control of her own power even worse!
So she didn’t dare to 283, and she didn’t want to do that with her own power.
“Don’t worry, I’m well balanced.”
Roddy turned his head and smiled at Wanda, and said, “Your name is Wanda, right?” ”
Wanda nodded, looked sadly at the endless traffic under the bridge, and said silently: “They all call me the witch who brings misfortune now, maybe this name is more suitable for me.” ”
“Unfortunate?” Roddy looked at the bay in the distance, “Unfortunate things are happening around everyone, and if the survivors who survive mean the ones who brought about the misfortune, that’s bad enough.” ”
“But I hurt them.”
Wanda looked at her hands, small and white hands, as if they were stained with a layer of blood in her eyes.
It is also like the color of her own power.
Wanda even wondered, could that be a curse?
A curse that makes her unfortunate and at the same time brings misfortune to others?
“No one doesn’t hurt people, not to mention your starting point is to save people, isn’t it?”
Rhodey looked at her, his gaze fell on Wanda’s hands, in his eyes, those hands were not bloody, but beautiful, a pair of hands worth caring for.
“So you’re comforting me?”
She needed someone to talk to, but those in the Avengers, Wanda wasn’t saying they were bad, but they were always used to telling her what to do and what not to do.
In Wanda’s eyes, those people were more like her elders.
And not friends!
After all;
When she joined the Avengers last year, she wasn’t even an adult!
This year, I just turned 18 years old.
And apart from her, even the youngest Jessica is already twenty-eight.
Ten years older than her.
Of course!
If Vision counts the age at which he was really born, he is only one and a half years old.
Smaller!
But that’s not the case.
Wanda has the best relationship with Jessica in The Avengers, probably the same woman (CGFC), plus Jessica is quite interesting, Wanda prefers the feeling of being with her.
In addition, she actually has a relatively average relationship with the rest of the team.
There is no mention of those who are particularly close, nor of those who are particularly exclusive.
Anyway, it’s pretty much the same.
And the only Jessica who is close, has been busy investigating about one of her old enemies recently, and does not have much energy to care about Wanda’s condition.
Wanda has been locking herself alone in her room for the past two days.
She thought a lot, and even thought about leaving the Avengers and finding a place where no one knew her.
But in the end, she was still not willing to leave the big family.
Perhaps Wanda herself did not realize that the Avengers were already a spiritual harbor for her.
She has no relatives in this world.
The parents are long dead.
The only brother also died last year to save people.
Now Wanda is left alone, living alone in this world.
She needed the feeling of having friends and family so much.
And the Avengers gave her a sense of home.
Even if it’s just a replacement!
But it’s better than nothing, isn’t it?
Wanda cherishes all this, and she doesn’t want to lose that little bit of hard-won happiness.
But now…
Reality pushed her to the edge of a cliff.
She had to make a choice!
How much pain does it take for a person to live to leave this world?
Wanda always has questions like this in her head these days.
Her whole body was pessimistic.
Any thought is negative.
In this mood, she found that she could no longer lock herself in her room alone, and she felt that if she continued like that!
So she ran out.
Intending to come outside to relax, maybe it can make her situation better.
But when she came outside, Wanda found herself so out of place with everything around her!
The laughter of those around her never seemed to have anything to do with her.
This made Wanda want to escape even more.
So she went around to the Brooklyn Bridge, where she sat alone in a daze.
It was also at this time;
She meets Roddy.
A stranger who doesn’t know him, but who cares about him.
“Comfort you?” Roddy shook his head, “No, I just think you might need someone to talk to you for a while, and I happen to have nothing to do right now.” ”
“Won’t you be afraid of me?”
Wanda looked at him and said, “I’m the witch who hurts others if I’m not careful, and they all say I’m a symbol of misfortune, a sign of bad luck, aren’t you afraid that bad luck will befall you?” ”
Hearing this, Roddy smiled.
“I’ve actually been unlucky, and the last month or two is when I’m unlucky, so I think how bad can it be?”
Roddy said, “As for hurting me? Sorry, I thought that might be difficult. (Read violent novels, go on Feilu Fiction Network!) ）
“Are you sure?”
Wisps of crimson energy rose from Wanda’s fingertips.
“Is that what you’re capable of?”
Roddy looked at the energy at Wanda’s fingertips, he didn’t know what kind of power this was, was it magic? Or superpowers? Or is it some special power?
“Sometimes I’d rather not have it.”
Wanda put away the energy in her hand and said.
“Why?” Luo Di said: “It’s better to have ability than no ability, you look at these people below, they are ordinary people, they work hard every day for breaking a few taels of silver, and even have to face the difficulties and humiliation of their superiors, do you think they have a happy life?” ”
Wanda shook her head.
It’s difficult and humiliating, who will be happy!
“Yes, no one likes this kind of life, which is why so many people worship and even hate superheroes, because they also want to be like that.”
Roddy nodded and said.
“Why do you want to become them, but you hate it?”
Wanda didn’t understand and asked.
“Because they can’t get it!” Rhodey smiled and said, “Man is a very complex creature, and there is very little pure evil and pure good in this world. ”
“Human beings are inherently contradictory, and everyone is a double standard!”
“One standard for oneself is another standard for others.”
“They will accuse those superheroes of accidentally breaking buildings while saving the world, threatening people’s property.”
“But if they become superheroes themselves, maybe they don’t want to sacrifice their lives to save the world!”
“I have such power, why can’t I enjoy a better life?”
“A lot of people will have such thoughts, but they don’t want others to have such thoughts, enjoy, I can do it alone!” Others obediently become superheroes who save the world. ”
“Of course, when you do something a little wrong, they will immediately jump out and point at your nose and scold you, scolding you why you can’t do it perfectly!”
“But in this world, who can really be perfect?”
“Why demand that superheroes be so demanding that superheroes do things that even gods can’t do?”
“So, being a superhero is a very tiring and testing one’s willpower.”
“Because if you don’t have enough willpower, your thoughts can easily be influenced by these voices from the outside world.”
Roddy looked at the dark sky in the distance, while saying this in a relaxed tone.
Wanda on the side listened carefully, and she felt that what Roddy said made sense.
She is the superhero who is not strong enough and will be affected by the words of others, a superhero who is obviously experiencing suffering herself, but she is desperate to save others.
A superhero who has obviously been maliciously targeted by others, but is still making a big deal and blaming himself for all the faults!
Such a superhero …
Can you not get tired!
“I kind of understand what you mean.”
Wanda thought and found that she suddenly felt a lot better inside.
Before, she took all the fault on herself.
But as Roddy said.
She’s helping others!
She didn’t detonate the bomb!
Her original intention was to stop this from happening, but she didn’t have time, and it was only a little slower than half a beat.
Not to mention;
Even if you want to be scolded.
That should also be Team Steve scolding her together, right?
After all, if Steve hadn’t been affected by the other party’s words, and thus didn’t notice the other party’s small movements, the bomb wouldn’t have exploded, would have it?
So;
Why was she scolded alone?
It’s not fair!
Wanda figured out a lot of things at once.
It was as if she was originally in a dead end, and she kept trying to knock down the impregnable wall, but she hurt herself deeper and deeper.
And now;
She suddenly realized that there was a road next to the exit without any wall blocking it.
Once people begin to get into the horns, they will be more true to themselves.
Obviously there is a better option, they just don’t think about it.
It has to go all the way to the end.
And that is obviously a dead end!
“Thank you! Mr. Stranger. ”
Wanda is sincerely grateful to Roddy for enlightening herself.
If it weren’t for him, he would still be drilling into the horns and wouldn’t be able to come out now!
“You’re welcome, by the way, my name is Roddy.”
Roddy said with a smile.
“Yes, stranger Mr. Roddy.”
Wanda said with a laugh.
“Yes! This is right, obviously laughing so good-looking, why do you have to cry with a sad face? ”
Roddy looked at the smiling Wanda, she smiled really beautifully, much better than the way she just hung her head.
Wanda, who was suddenly praised, couldn’t help but blush.
“Do you often say this to other girls?”
Wanda ruffled her hair a little embarrassed, and said while changing the subject.
“Don’t always think about belittling yourself, be confident!” Roddy looked at Wanda and said, “You are beautiful and deserve everyone’s praise, this is not rhetoric, but a statement of facts.” ”
Hearing this, Wanda was even more embarrassed.
It made her blush even more than the compliment just now.
Am I that good?
Wanda couldn’t help but ask herself.
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